it's a mystical bond between man and machine

Friday, January 25, 2008 | 7:48 PM

today band ended quite early... about 545.. sian like one set of band room keys are still missing. and indoor test is on monday..

you know, have you ever felt like life is like, maybe not completely meaningless, but like so monotonous that you feel you aren't actually doing anything at all? life revolves around the same few things.. my life seems to be school and band.. not actually making much progress.. and these few weeks always feel very lethargic and tired.. can't concentrate in lessons.. like mind block all the time.

then sometimes.. you get decisions. decision making while it may be easy for some people, is like very tough for me, and probably some others too. like weijie said before, everyone needs a kind of affirmative.. need people to be confident in them, to trust them, to back them, to talk to them.. and then sometimes they just don't encourage you, instead they make you feel bad and all, it may be words.. or worse, lack thereof..

well, if you got what i said, i suppose it's good for you.. if you don't get it and want to know, well don't bother.

p.s. 25.89.. PLL skip.. but even cubing doesn't feel any much fun anymore.. breaking my own records is only mildly interesting and the interest lasts for a second.. after that.. it's back to... haiz dunno why i'm thinking like this