)= why don't have.. haiz.

i guess i'm just too greedy.. but i really want! D:


exclude me as usual. fine, you do as you see fit and leave me out.

is working with me impossible? will it kill you? you see me as selfish and 'wth', but have you ever thought of what you do, how it makes me feel? yes? bullshit.

asking around is like wasting my time literally. asking you as well, i have come to learn. i offer a group with myself, and you just look to ignore it without hurting me directly. yeah, it's easy for you to say, that you are so.. NOBLE, and all that. nonsense.

you feel pressurized, what rubbish. when i attack, you try and hide, cower away, avoid the topic. what's wrong with you?

you always have to be undecided. even if you really want a group with someone else, you can tell me can't you?

i don't want you to read this and feel guilty or what.. absolute crap and then claim you are okay to work with me. that's not the point. rather, i want you, and anyone else, to realise that you are not exactly doing me a favour. think for others, can you? you have a brain, and reasonable IQ, you can think for yourself can't you?

if you still just think for yourself, then i guess that's that. this has been futile, i apologise for making you waste your time reading this. but there is a glimmer of hope within me, that you will come to realise what you have been doing (or rather what you have NOT) to me for the past 1 year +.

thank you and have a nice day ahead.


argh. why is school like that. why is life like that?!

ya, i know, everybody is undergoing the same things.. argh

O Level for MEP and HCL this year, plus all the other subjects' EOYs and on and on and on.. then still have my violin exam. bleh its either thursday or sunday night. its ridiculous! thursday have MEP lesson, and i might probably be late, and sunday night is obviously nonsense isn't it c'mon people have lessons on monday.

why - damnit.

argh. frustrated.

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on a lighter note, SINGAPORE WON THE BID TO HOST THE INAUGRAL YOUTH OLYMPICS 2010! YAY!


D:

why like that de..

it's not fair.

i know, life is not fair, blah, blah, blah. so cliche!

so much for equality for all. bleh. it sucks, like obviously?

rahh. stupid..

nvm. what's over is over.. stay happy! don't be sad! (:


AWESOME UNITED!

EAT THAT GOONERS - 4-0 WITHOUT RONALDO!

don't complain you were without Adebayor (anyway he came on later), Manchester United kept Ronaldo and Giggs out of the squad.

4-0, an awesome display of stunning football, IN YOUR FACE gooners!

brilliant from Rooney especially, scoring a goal and tearing Arse apart. and Nani scored the third, with Fletcher bagging the 2nd and 4th goals.

Nani, Carrick and Anderson were absolutely stunning today as well.

with sensationally accurate 20+-yard passes that seem to find their target every single time. could've been 5-0 up by HT even. shows the complete dominance.

haha! a taste of your own medicine gooners.. you like it? =D

simply brilliant!



HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY! and FRIENDSHIP DAY!


haha.. today was quite fun. apart from the fact that i constantly dropped off due to fatigue.

oh and that MEP is like... dunno what to say la.. put me in the other class.. away from all the band people and people like daniel.. bleh. hope next term can change. walao still got week 8,9,10..


but on a lighter note!

thank you my dear angel! haha masked yourself very well... when you refused to tell me your mortal i didn't think much of it.. still thought you were a girl.. cos your handwriting is neat.. then like not many guys have neat handwriting. hahaha anyway! my angel is siswo! haha today then i realised, when you mentioned you were a guy. then i took a closer look at your handwriting and realised that it was you! haha thanks for everything! and happy v'day and friendship day to you!~

and to my dear mortal, i hoped you enjoyed my gifts and cards! =D sorry for not giving you more stuff, if i had time i would probably have bought a soft toy XD and i masked myself well didn't I! haha. all the cards ask a girl to write.. and ask other people to deliver.. and signed with LOVE. ^^ so confirm cannot guess.. lol still ask if is sop or joy.. XD. anyway my mortal is tricia! haha happy v'day and friendship day to you too!

and of course, happy v'day and friendship day to everybody, especially my SEC 4 SQUADMATES! FAMILY! AND FRIENDS!

got gifts after all =D not many but still got haha.

happy v'day and friendship day to everyone! ~


CNY celebrations today.. was quite fun with the carnival and concert..

after that got comm meeting.. haiz my smo... again.. last year cos of syf.. this year... rhythm..... how will i ever manage to go for smo..

you know, when life really really really sucks?

you have it, i don't - what i always wanted, the sacrifices i would make to get it..

you can get it, i can't - it's not fair. and while it is so within reach for you, it never can come to me. worse is, it is what i so dearly desired...

it's not fair. not fair. not fair. why?! things always seem to be just NOT in my favour..


P.S. if you don't understand this, then it is meant for you. if you do comprehend this, then good for you. if you want to know, then just don't bother.


HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR!

haha! my sister is a rat too!

happy rat year everyone!






wow.. i got a 2.06 for 3x3x3 one handed. not that bad... but now my hands very pain (cos i did one handed on both hands) and timing can get better bah i think..

bleh sec 4 life is so hectic. and full band ytd was just.. bad. bah.

after band never go play ball.. dunno felt tired, then with junhao who had something on.. so go back with jinhui junhao lionel.. =D talk about quite a lot of stuff on the train.. and when walking to mrt junhao said youri personality like jaychou LOL and jinhui was like no? and then they were arguing over who was better, mr shawn lim or mr yap yit siang (is that how you spell his name? =/ sorry if i got it wrong) at teaching maths. wah debate for super long. and junhao got his photo on one of the main sections of the yearbook 2007 hahaha. talk about a lot of stuffs =)

if i play ball i think i would have died. so tired today x_x at least i finished gong han.

but haven't started bio! and still got maths! agrh! jiayous everyone!

p.s. i just remembered, indoor test on monday, and i am so GG-ed. CNY in a few days zomg another tiring period.